I have around 5 hours. After which I won't be 16 anymore.
This is a pre-birthday end-of-the-year post. Cool? Cool.
It's a random and childish thought or a thought that people think at like not being 20 anymore or 30 or 40 whatever. But, I'm getting it now. I know right? Mid-life crisis at 16? LOLX.
Okay so this year has been one of the most nerve-wrecking, heart-breaking, fun, adventurous, life-lesson-teaching, friends-making, life-changing year of my life. But that's just probably every year.
But in this year I learned one important thing. I learned the value of life more than I ever had. I learned to smile more. I learned to be nice. I learned to appreciate the little things. I learned to let some things go. I learned to move on. I learned that regret isn't such a bad thing. I learned if people hate you, it's not your problem. I learned that it's okay to make mistakes. I learned how to accept people for who they are. I learned to not judge people at all. I learned who and what counts.
But of all that, I learned to be a better Muslim. And that too, recently. And I owe it all to that one person who taught me the most this year. You taught me what matters and taught me restraint. Thank you.
And you inspired Mother Teresa, Nelson Mandela aur Edhi Uncle. And you saved Gotham City (but you're not batman.) And Jinnah was your apprentice and that was a really good unforgettable time that I just found out about. Also, Mona Lisa was your uglier version and Da Vinci was a bad painter.
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| These words stick by me and give me a whole new realization |
Also, I changed schools this year which was a BIG step. For me at least. I mean. I've studied in Bahria all my life (exclusive of the 1.5 years in amreeka). Roots DHA. The school overall is good. The people... The ones that are close to me are unbelievably good but generally, I miss Bahria. Well not exactly Bahria but the people. OH THE PEOPLE. Well atleast all 7 of you xD But what's sad is the other day, when I went out with Bahrians I felt so out of place with the majority of them that came along. It has more to do with the fact that I didn't know them that much, but I felt not there. I actually fit in more with the LGS-ians.
OH MY GOD. BEST SURPRISE EVER WAS THAT DAY. 23RD DECEMBER. BADAR SURPRISED ME. BJDBFIHSBGIHBDLHGVEHVGERHVURVGV. IT WAS JUST *-* I MISS THAT PATHAN SO DAMN MUCH. I'm sorry about the next day though. I didn't get to meet you. Have fun in Karachi :D
HIGHLIGHTS OF THE YEAR
- Won Honorable Mention at MUNiC V. First award :'D
- JENNIFER LAWRENCE WON HER OSCAR ZOMG
- Err... Valentine's Day .-.
- Murree trip ._.
- Made that EPIC Farewell Video. Never been more proud of a creation
- Bad Farewell though ._.
- Fell in love with Game of Thrones
- Left Bahria
- MET SHARMEEN OBAID CHINOY *________*
- CIEs .-.
- Najid left me </3
- Badar's surprise
- Badar left me </3
- 5As
- Bhai rishta'd :')
- New phone :'D
- Let go of a.... bad habit. Thanks to Aamir
- Started Roots DHA
- Decided I want to go into a University to pursue finance as a major
- Best Delegate at GMUN '13
- Made really good friends
- Welcome '13
- Pak-China Cultural Event
- Eba Budday
- Sakhiyan Shoot
- Dropped Chemistry ._.
- Maryam Budday
- Roots Cultural Event
- SAT .-.
- Dropped Physics ._.
- WATCHED CATCHING FIRE ZOMG
- GIKI INNOVATION SUMMIT *_*
- Got accepted to People to People (though dropped the idea)
- Deleted all forms of music. And now hope for a more Islamic approach to... well... almost everything.
- Found out Ellen DeGeneres was hosting the Oscars and freaked out with happiness.
- Decided gonna review all Oscar nom movies because I don't have a life
- Decided gonna start a 365 Days photo album on my page with one picture every day.
HUEHUE NO ONE READ THAT
Now I just hope next year goes well. With SAT/ACT. Summer School. 6 subjects for A Levels. Meh. Egh. Life's weird.
I have wayyy too many expectations for my birthday let me just put that out there ._. IN BOLD AND CAPITAL LETTERS. #despo
But yeah. I can't say I'm 16 anymore after a while I guess. I just find this all weird I'm sorry i'm just gonna go. Bye. .-.
Wish me luck!
-Z
